Turn To Allaah…!!!

You did not come to this life with your own will. Also, you will not leave this world with your own will. Then why live this life according to your own will ?

Just stop and think for a moment and analyze your deeds, Are you prepared to face Allaah SWT with your black hearts and bad deeds..Enlighten your hearts with Allaah SWT noor…And turn to Allah SWT Before We Return To Allah SWT as there is No Exit on Judgment Day, so lets repent and make this journey beautiful towards Allah SWT before it’s too late as HE is waiting for us.

“Aarzoo Mehek”

You Never Know…!!!

Never put all your trust and invest all your emotions at one person…cauze ultimately they are mere weak humans with their own selfish attitude and selfish streak to their nature…Ultimately for them it’s only them and their priorities, their wishes n their dreams…n remember they are the same people who promised to stand by u till eternity…They don’t know the kind of damage they do..but still there is Allaah SWT and d final verdict is HIS….So you never lost the battle of life on this earth..There is still lots of unfinished work to be completed on the judgement day…They can never escape and win there InshAllaah..To all the LOSERS out there, set as many rules as u want, rip d heart as many times as you want, reject the love a billion times, U may win here but not there..Just mark my words….the heart that loves may forgive but will never forget and I know in front of Allaah SWT every scar will rip open and speak…!!

“Aarzoo Mehek”

“To Allaah SWT I give my heart to heal.”

Nothing But Allaah Exists…!!!

I’ve learned a lot about myself and my life. In this past 7 years I’ve seen a lot, felt a lot and changed a lot…It was an enlightening journey of self discovery…I learnt to trust people, trust myself and with a snap my trust was broken and I’ve tasted the worst phase of my life…With all the ups and downs of my life I never ever lost hope in myself and my Allaah…I know there is always someone whoz holding me tight and never letting me go…With every problem I became more strong and more spiritual…I’am thankful to the crisis which made me who I’am today, more stable, soft and sensitive towards others.

A lot has changed since that time and now I’ve made peace with my frenzied thoughts and has left everything in Allaah’s hand…I know he is going to take care of everthing…I’am more at peace now as there is someone who will always be there with me now and even after my death.

Just want to end my thoughts with this quote which  I relate to it so much….

God has stolen my false,”I” and brought me close to the true “I”. All colours have returned to pure white. The journey is over and nothing but God exists. All attributes and relationships have been erased. The primal state has been re-established.

The Metamorphosis Of My Spiritual self…!!!

Right now I’am trying to strengthen my ties with God, This world has snatched the connectivity between Me and God and I’am trying to rebuild the faith and trust in myself and giving my whole existence into his care, because I know he’s not going to break my heart like these humans, he’s is not going to make any false promises like these people, he is not going to flaunt me with false hopes just to gain my interest, instead he will strengthen my inner soul and will teach me to trust all over again will rejuvenate me and will give me a new better heart and soul to continue the incomplete life’s journey of this world…I’am not a coward and dying is not the solution and running away from pain is not just an option.

I decided to relax in the shadow of God gain my strength and strike back with the same zest, more lively and with a vibrancy to life..The way I was before any person came into my life..the innocent me with my silly little dreams and small desires with my books and strong faith in God who would do miracles for me…As I started growing I started clinging towards the humans who have very little to give and in the bargain took away my innocence and my faith and trust and my very existance, They destroyed me completely, emotionally with their insensitveness and selfishness…I’am struggling to get out of these bondages, and sometimes I just feel like giving up everything…But No I’am not going to do that..this time I’ll take my space and stick to my decision …those who love me will always be right there beside me, right in my heart and with me on every step of my life, those whose emotions were false and fake will leave…I have no complaints because I still have so much within me to give the world. People come and people go and I’am not ready to be stuck in a time warp. From now on I want to take solace in the arms of God, to learn to trust again, regain my lost faith and emerge stronger and well equipped to deal with all the hurdles thrown my way in life…To do that I need to retreat into a serene place on my own… use silence to introspect…May god enlighten my inner soul and heart and may he give me back my lost peace of mind..I know God will make a way where there is no way and I have to low down world’s volume if i have to hear God’s voice

So right now i’am Turning It Over to Higher Power..

Felt like sharing a quote…

“God loves you and He knows all the secrets of your heart…you’ve allowed the past to come between you and God. Turn the past over to God. He’s strong enough to take it. And give Him your future, too….He’ll make you strong enough to live it.”

“aarzoomehek”